Before

After

I have one disclaimer about the after photo. I had Steve take this picture later in the afternoon right after I had walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes.
I got my new hair style in the morning and I couldn't wait to pick up the kids from school. I even asked Steve if he thought the kids would recognize me. I was so excited when 11:55 rolled around and we were en route to the school. The anticipation of seeing the amazed looks on their faces was killing me. I even told Steve, "Well now you know Jane will want to get her hair cut as soon as she sees me."
We waited at the classroom door as other parents signed for their kids. Even the other parents were telling me how they liked my haircut. Finally, I made it to the front of the line and the teacher called the kids' names to excuse them. Out the door they came and I just knew the girls and maybe Ryan would give a big, "OHHHH Mommy!" But they walked out of class, looked at me, said, "Hi Mom," and they walked right past me. Not a word was spoken about my new do. We got to the car and as Steve buckled them in I asked, "Do I look any different???" They just looked at me curiously and said simply, "No." Then on to more important things they asked what was for lunch.
As I pondered this whole "haircut experience" and my grand expectations of my kids' reactions, I gained an interesting perspective. How humbling it is to be a parent. And whether you're making lunch or battling cancer, they expect you to be there for them. It's just understood that you will show up and they may not even notice your new haircut. But that's ok because you're there and they love and appreciate you for that.
Well anyway, hopefully the new haircut will ease the pain of thinning from the chemo. That was the point. And I feel a little lighter and that's always good. I love you all.