Saturday, April 16, 2011

Slowly Getting Better

Yesterday, Dr. Hanpeter put Steve on stronger antibiotics in the hopes that any infection lurking would be eliminated. The doctor and all the nurses cautioned that even if the antibiotics work on whatever infection Steve has, they would take time and we wouldn't see immediate improvements.  I think that's finally happening, although I hate to get my hopes up.  But Steve looks so much better today and his temperature is consistently running in the 100 range instead of the 102's and 103's.  He's much more alert and is able to communicate more clearly with facial expressions and mouthing words.  He just seems a whole lot better in a lot of ways.  I mentioned in the last post, however, that the stronger antibiotics were killing all the good bacteria in his GI tract and that hasn't changed.  The poor guy's stomach is killing him.

I know I'm starting to see much more of the real Steve because one of Steve's good friends and coworkers, Tom Call, sent a picture of Steve's dog, Rocco, via cell phone today.  Up until now, I've been very careful about what I've told and shown Steve because I didn't want to hinder his healing process by upsetting him with details about what happened.  I just didn't know how he would react to any of that when he was still trying to deal with the shock of being unable to speak, eat or drink, and confined to a hospital bed in the ICU, hooked up to a ventilator and enduring countless other complications.  But I have been telling him a few details, mostly about the incredible response and support from everyone, since last night and when I got the picture of Rocco, I had to show it to him.  His reaction was telling.  He was overcome with emotion seeing his partner, his loyal friend.  In that moment, I knew I was witnessing Steve's comeback.   

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Beth,
It has been a few days since I have checked your blog. I am very glad you are posting it. It is nice to think about you and be able to go to the computer to see what is happening with you. I stand in amazement at how you are managing with all of the extreme ups and downs you are going through. You may not feel like it, but you are amazing and inspirational. You and your family remain in my prayers.
It has been awhile now since it happened. It sounds like the draining effect has set in. Is there anything you need that I can do?????

Judy Koepke

Anonymous said...

Beth,
I can't explain the affect reading your blog has on me. I feel like I'm getting a glimpse into your soul. You amaze me and your writing is superb. The way we follow the progress with you and feel your emotions is a true gift. It takes a hell of a woman to help another human being through something like this and you are it.....You and Steve are in our prayers..
Barbara
Church Youth Leader

Stef said...

When you were sick, I told you to call me if you need anything....help with the kids, around the house, whatever. The offer still stands Beth. Just call and I will be there in a flash.....